Ups and Downs
Homeschool Blog: Ups and Downs August 10, 2012 Seems like it's been heavy on downs in the last year. It's as if every time I go to pick up my homeschooling responsibilities a bomb drops. It leaves me wondering: am I somehow falling off the path, is it the enemy, or is it the normal strife of a homeschool house that includes three kids - one a toddler! I'm guessing it's a mix of all three. I've been purposely quiet on all fronts for awhile. I felt strongly that God was calling me to lay it all down. That was hard for me. I noticed feelings of regret - as if, by not pursuing these things, I would never become what I knew I could be. ...and then He hit me with this revelation: You are struggling, because you want to be something more than who I've called you to be. By doing what He calls me to do, I am following His best for me and His call for me. My wanting more is just selfish and self-glorifying. I want to do something big. I want